My nephew baby justIN

my nephew... he's so cute.. after the long 9 months of waiting... he's finally out to see the world... mia and mika had a lot of names in mind for baby justin at first and it all depend on their favorite artist like logan lerman etc etc.. until justin beiber came rockin' their world. So.. that's the story for his nickname.. "justin" I took this picture at s.a.c. (one eye partly open)

so, for his first name.. I was really expecting that m.baby (my sister) would somehow add "few" letters to his name.. some sort of, mar? zor? al? hmmm from papa's first name I suppose.. because I heard something like "jannmar" at work from her officemate... anyway... expect the unexpected... but so far justin's first name is kinda okay... sounds okay and meaningful.. its "jan joseph christopher" hmmm I'll just save papa's name for another precious baby afterall . huh? pressure... weeeeeeh =p not now.. but someday... in a right time. =) (just one eye open again..)

here justin opened his eyes.. at the nicu...(both eyes) and I am all alone seeing this!! mama was talking to the nurse and nobody is beside me to listen to what I was about to tell.. that justin just opened his eyes!!! people??? head snap.. huh... good thing I got my camera.

here.. justin is about to go home... mama is already at the rizal. Actually m.baby doesn't want to post this picture at the facebook... so, I obeyed.. I just post it here in my blog...hahahah =D frederick was the one taking the picture.. yeah... my certified shock absorber is present. heheheh =)

here justin with the girls... "manang mika" give emphasis to the word manang... hehehe mika is now "manang" but I heard she doesn't want to be called manang.. she created a new name again.. hmm I forgot but I am very sure it's not easy to pronounce.. well mia is the strongest among the three of us to carry justin. If myjoyjoy is around, I am sure she will carry justin.. she's really good in carrying new born babies. hmm me? I just don't know how to carry a baby who is only 3 days old!! not by now.. okay okay ill be learning it.. maybe instincts will do. =p

hmmm lexie.. the first friend ever that justin saw... saw?? okay.. rephrase... the very first friend that saw justin (9 day old cute baby) aside from the nurses at s.a.c. (hmm just forget the towel that hangs hehehe.. and the crib color? sorry no more "blue color" available) lexie would always give m.baby some foods for justin when m.baby was like 4 to 8 months on the way in the office.

here.. I am just spending time with justin.. this is taken March 26... justin is crying here.. and I am actually serious here.. because he's face is all red. =(

well.. that's all for now.. I am so happy and thankful for God gave us justin.. got to go.. till then.

its jaz my birthday...

Its been four months and I miss papa a lot... especially on my birthday. I still remember everything.. every birthday I spent with papa... papa would play the birthday songs (cassette tape) he bought in Saudi, ( during childhood I used to believe that it's papa singing those tracks for me when I was in grade school) he would wear red shirt and would wake me up with a Cinderella's wake up song (bird singing in the first part of the movie).. papa would cook spaghetti for me.. and my day is not complete without a birthday kiss from papa.

I miss papa so much.. our talks.. the way he would cheer me up, the way he understands me.. the way we enjoy watching Cinderella, Sound of Music... Annie.. fiction movies.. and just being my fan in everything I do... with papa i can be the best chef in the world even though Joy and Mama won't even dare to eat what i cook (sometimes).

I believe that Papa is just there in heaven watching over me.. and he wanted me to be strong and to move on.. with his love inspiring me.

On my birthday I woke up crying =( but then I tried to enjoy my day knowing that Mama is always there to pick me up if am so down.. its been like that for four months, if she's breakin' down, I would also act as the strong one that she can depend on. I received greetings from friends, cousins.. a phone call from my aunt.. Tita Neneng always remembers my birthday, she never let it pass without greeting me. I am still in bed.. and I asked Mama to take these pictures.. I am opening the "pooh and friends" chocolate and stuffs from Joy. =)

On my birthday... Frederick is here for me, he knows how I need his company even if I won't say it.. its a surprise visit should I say, because I didn't expect he would make it on my birthday knowing that he was also here last November. He's really my favorite "certified shock absorber"... I know that (maybe) he wonders why I don't even text him for a whole day etc... don't answer his calls.. or he always has this "unexpected" faults... (it's easy especially if I keep finding one) but then if we're together.. we are just "happy"... he can make me laugh and I make him laugh (even if i don't intend it) I can tell him secrets and he can tell me his secrets too (but he expects I won't tell it to others.. hoping? hehehe) I sometimes caught him just staring at me.. I can make him smile. =) and he can make me smile too... well, we're just inlove ah. =) hmmm should I say.."I hate it when he's not around.. but mostly I hate the way I don't hate him... not even close... not even a little bit.. not even at all." hmm have I posted this kind of lines in my previous blog? well... never mind, that's in my MINd after all.. hehe =)

My mama.... love you mama... I am so blessed to have you Mama.. I know that you are a strong woman. I am so happy to have you.. your the best Mama in the world. You inspire me a lot.. You always make me strong.. and to move on with life. I love you unconditionally... Your love and Papa's love for me make my birthday complete.

let's SING..

"little eyes.. be careful what you see, what you see..
little eyes.. be careful what you see, what you see..
for the Lord up above is looking down with us...
Little eyes be careful what you see
what you see..









little ears be careful what you hear.. what you hear..
little ears be careful what you hear.. what you hear..
for the Lord up above is looking down with us...
Little ears be careful what you hear..
what you hear.



little mouth be careful what you say.. what you say..
little mouth be careful what you say.. what you say..
for the Lord up above is looking down with us...
Little mouth be careful what you say..
what you say."



those lines definitely remind me of kindergarten days... =) oh.. can't stop myself to sing hehe =o it is really applicable.. ALWAYS.. by now, i realize, that OFTEN it's better to take a heed and be wary.

freddy's plANT.. =D

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well well this is freddy's plant... the living creature he has in the apartment, and he's so excited to inform me if another leaf is added thru text! =) I won't be surprised if he would talk to it. =p I just feel like adding it in my space here as a form of gratitude. hehehe thank you plant for the company you give to freddy =D

BIRTHDI ko ni...=)

dinner at home with ng.del and m.jan...

aaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwww si choco... my branch 16 family surprised me with this cake! i love it.. super! it took me hours to decide if i will slice it or not! hahahaha!




heheheh si nibibi... and my walking cake... =)


i went to church with mika... and she stayed whole day with me. =) love it.




heheh mama ko..

mika said SMILE... but zsa zsa and lexi smiled while sleeping.. hehehe

cuuteee...

choco...

ay kanami ya... but n.stella and m.baby told me not to love these stuffs too much if.... (secret) hehehe =)

smile pa guid... hehehe! so... now i know why n.reah was taking a lot of choco's pictures in facebook! hahaha =)

ahay.. si mamane... busy guid sya buy "medals"... late ya! posing nalang sa ice cream ah.

my branch 16 family.. =)

my pupils hahahaha! =)

cute cute.. cute kami tanan! =)

heheh si doc.. 6footer! =) peace.

aaaaaaw i really love it... best cake ever! as in! to the hundred power!

lexi: sin o sya tita minmin?

me: si jeb ni lex.. bata ni sir blas?

lexi: ahhhhhhhhh!

mika: pikachuuuu!

serving 2 masters at the same time.. playing psp and smile pa picture! hehehe mamakoy guid ah.

mika: justin beiber..

mika: lola nit smile... 1.. 2.. 3.. piglet!!!!

till then..

45 minutes b4 MIdNight..

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hehehe few minutes to go.. it's my birthday! anyway.. i am just here in my room and i am just looking at some pitures and i found myself laughing or somehow smile. here.. its mika, she stayed one saturday, and mia was not around because she had to finish her project with her classmates.. i remember it was already pass midnight and we're already sleepy but we really don't want to sleep yet because we are playing pet society.. =) it was January 23, 2010.. choco's birthday. Mika helped me in making creating choco, but of course Mia was also convincing me to join pet society beforehand.. with matching "pauper look" hahaha. I also joined Yoville that night. Now, i can say i really love pet society hehehe =)

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Here we're already in bed.. but i guess we just can't really sleep!! that was after out midnight snack.. and look mika is still in her highest energy level.. hahaha =)






hmmm these flower.. i got it last February 14, 2010.. from "u know who" hahaha =)

i celebrated valentine's day with my mama and papa.. and pooh as background!

hehehe pakita guid ang cake ya hahahha..

aaaaaaaaaaah this is choco... =)

okay here, choco won in a race! yey! hmmm somehow it reminds me that its not really about winning after all.. but how you played the game (that goes in reality) =)

this is maggie.. daughter of nonoy kin and rachel. she's really cute. Here, she was pointing to a dog!

Pa picture lang.. i guess maggie was wondering why i kept on asking her to pose with me. The following day she went to Manila with her mom rachel.

hehehe i took this shot.. joy with chin chin in the court room of branch 17.

this is pretty zsa zsa.. ready to school but syempre stay here sa table danay ni tita jasmin.

grown up girls... mia and mika!! the justin beiber fans.. i told them that one song of justin beiber was actually a revival! (love me love me.. heheh love fools.. by no doubt.)

aaaw mika is soo responsible.. hehehe cleaning our stuffs para nice ang table!

mia bought the peanuts.. and she's showing it!

zsa zsa and lexi here are watching snow white!

twins?...

lexi showing me the flower she put different colors on the petals..

hehehe.. cute!

well well i don't know why i put my picture here hahahah basta ah.. i love kids and i always remember something i learned during my grade school.. "when you pray always pray like a child!" and besides, being with these cute kids makes me remember of my childhood too! =)

till then..